~HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADEN~
5 years ago we were waiting for labor to progress, and hours later shocked with the drop in Haden's heart rate. As they attempted to bring his heart rate back up I was rushed off to an operating room while everyone, including Jeff, stayed back in the labor room. As I lay on the operating table, they search for a heart beat, but couldn't find one. Before I know it the anesthesiologist is telling me that he is going to put me to sleep so they can perform a c-section, that Jeff can't be in there with me, and when I wake up I will have a baby. Everything happened so fast and when I woke up I was surrounded by family and was handed the most precious baby. It was an overwhelming feeling, one I don't think I will ever forget. So perfect and so innocent. I am grateful for Haden, for his amazing spirit, and for his thoughtfulness. He is such a sweet brother and son, and always wants us to know how much he loves us. He is so in tune with your feelings and moods and I know he has great things to do in this life. I am grateful to be his Mom, to help him along the way, and be there for him. I love you so much Haden! I hope that your Birthday is all that you hoped it would be!!Warning this is 11 minutes long :)










